~Sex.
~Yes, kiddies, this entry is going to be rated R for SEX and MORE SEX.
~Diaryland doesn't have an lj-cut function, so if you don't want to see it, more along, move along!
~So, I've been thinking about sex. Being a young person, this is somewhat normal. Being in a long term relationship, this is also normal. Being in a log distance long term relationship, this is pretty normal.
~I'm also still a virgin, which is fairly unusual for a 21-year-old.
~Recently, I've started feeling...I dunno, ready? Like I've finally matured to the point where I'm not terrified of penisies and I feel content with myself and know that I don't have to have sex for someone to looooove me. I feel like I wouldn't hate myself in the AM. I'm a little scared it will hurt...but that is life.
~Now, I'm not about to hang an OPEN FOR BUSINESS sign on my vagiana. I am still going to stay a virgin until I get married. Only now I don't feel like it's because I'm afraid. Now it's more of a choice.
~That might not make any sense, but then no one's here. If you're rereading this later...blame it on the hangover, ok Kitty?~